In the past week I’ve read a couple of posts in which the author has advice for her younger self. One post contained a paragraph, in letter form, advising her younger self to make better decisions and the other was a collection of random tidbits of advice for her former, 17-year old self.
I pondered this for while. Despite the obvious lack of practicality involved in this exercise, I found myself wondering what I would say to my younger self if I were somehow magically granted a pass to travel back in time and given an attempt to talk some sense into myself.
I’ve certainly made my share of mistakes. Were I to recite them all I’d probably die before I could finish. That being said, if I had this opportunity I know precisely what I would say. Nothing. Absolutely nothing.
I’ve endured pain. I’ve suffered heartache. I’ve experienced torment. If I went back and gave myself advice things may turn out differently. That could mean that I’d never marry an abusive woman. That might mean I’d save myself the heartache of a couple of failed long-distance relationships. It could also mean that I’d make more of an effort to let a couple of uncles and an aunt who passed away before their time know how much I love them and appreciate them. It might even mean that I don’t wait almost 15 years after high school to finally go back to school and actually choose a career.
Those are all missteps I could avoid if given the chance to go back in time and drop some knowledge on my younger self. I would, however, risk losing the three greatest things that ever happened to me if by some miracle my younger, stubborn self actually heeded the advice given by my older, allegedly wiser self. Could I avoid my abusive marriage if given a chance to go back in time and warn myself about her? Absolutely, but then I would not be a proud father of twins. Could I warn myself about my second wife? That it’s not going to work and to keep wading through that sea of fish? That she’s not the bride I’m looking for? You betchya, but then I would be giving up Baby C.
I wrote that ecard. I left those words on a blog post a couple of years ago and I marveled that such wisdom came from my malfunctioning cranium. It’s absolutely true, though. Without all of the mistakes made, the hard lessons learned, we would not be who we are. We would not have what we have today.
No, I would not write a letter to my younger self. No, I would not bequeath advice to my 17-year old self. I am who I am because of what I’ve experienced and have what I have because of those choices, good or bad. I happen to like who I am, despite all of the stupid shit I’ve done. I would gladly make the same mistakes over again just to ensure that I end up with my babies. Such is my love for them.
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Holy shit! This is super awesome philosophical talk!
It’s like I thought things, and someone else wrote them. Go. Look. Read. Follow.
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Thanks, Chris!!
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No problem. Just, try not to keep taking thoughts out of my head and making them sound better than I can, ok? I have a hard enough time figuring out what to post as it is. Hehe
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No promises. This was a fluke, I assure you. I’m quite proud of this one, and I don’t normally feel this good about any of my posts.
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Well if you keep posting like this, you should feel outstanding abut all of them!
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Thank you kindly, sir.
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Good for you! It’s true you could prevent bad things, but there’s a little of good and bad in most stuff, so you’d lose the good with the bad.
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Of course, being who we are, we probably wouldn’t take our advice anyway. 😀
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Probably not, but stranger things have happened. Best not to chance it.
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Exactly! Changing a seemingly minor decision can alter quite a bit!
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Those kids, so lucky to have you.
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See, I feel it’s the other way around.
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It is always refreshing to see a proud and loving father. I might have some advice for my younger self… I like who I am today…but I know if I had had some guidance and made some different choices I could have ended up even better and accomplished some stuff much sooner. sighs…
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True, but what would you have lost in that process?
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So true. However there is one thing I would say to my younger self. Don’t dye your hair blue when at Uni because it won’t work and it’ll come out green due to being on top of blonde dye, and it will take forever to wash out.
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You wouldn’t have listened.
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That is true. The other bit of advice I’d quite like to give is to my 11-year-old self is “Now you’ve got a decent teacher for up the flute, for the love of all that’s holy, practice the bloody thing. Then you’ll actually be able to play well, rather than mediocrely, and it’ll be less difficult and nerve-wracking in the long run.”
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Well, sounds like you have your own post brewing.
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Those are the only two pieces of advice I’d give. For just the same reasons as you – I’ve had to live through all the inconveniences, the bad decisions, the mistakes I made, the bullying/abuse at other peoples’ hands, to be who I am where I am now. One change to any of that and I won’t be the me I am now. Practicing my flute probably won’t change that, not dying my hair won’t change that, but they would remove an incident of idocy (the hair dye) and would give me another escape besides books and TV (the music).
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But you can learn the flute now. New hobby!!
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I learnt it back then. I’m now getting back into the swing of practicing – and played a solo in a concert last weekend, which was seriously scary. I thought I was going to throw up when I realised “Oh God I’m up next” during the piece the choir were singing beforehand. I don’t know if I’ll be able to have lessons any time soon, but if I can practice more regularly and join the local wind band in September, I should get a chance to improve.
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That’s cool. I used to play piano when I was a tween, but then life went to hell and I quit having lessons and I haven’t touched a piano in over 20 years. I may as well have never played before.
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I have at least played off and on over the last 17 years since I stopped having lessons. Just not anything more complicated than hymn tunes, so playing a “proper” piece last saturday was quite an achievement.
I reckon if you were to get piano lessons you’d find some of it is still there in the old memory banks – but I know that music lessons are not cheap these days.
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No, they’re not. I can’t even remember how to read music. I’d have to start from scratch.
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Oh, crikey, that is tough. But then you’ve had a heck of a lot of life to deal with in the last few years so it’s no wonder you don’t remember it. Your brain has decided to send it to long-term storage because it’s not currently relevant.
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Lol, no kidding.
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Funny. I have a draft for a post with the title “A letter to my younger self”. I was looking for possible blog posts and saved it, but as soon as I saved it I thought “What could I possible tell myself? Do I need to warn myself for things that would cross my path?”…the word file is still empty and I’ll probably never fill it in.
You’re e-card really says it all and for everything bad there is something good. Like Baby C’s buttocks.
Sorry. I had to mention it again…
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Alright, your obsession with my kid’s butt is bordering on criminal. You’re lucky you live across the pond!! 😉
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Hahahahaha!
I find it hilarious 😀
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Freak!!
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You’re reaction is too funny. It’s just a buttock you know.
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No, it’s my KID’S buttock! Difference. 😉
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Noooooo! I left a typo CT! It annoys me -_-
Well, you’re right about that. I do have a weird reaction to babies and little kids in general hehe. I can’t help it they have the coolest imagination!
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That’s true. Kids are awesome that way.
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They are indeed!
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I love this post, and its ecard, so so SO much. And now i’m wondering if that’s why I haven’t given much thought to one of those letters myself.
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Perhaps. I’ve never ever regretted anything. Ever. Because every time I thought about doing something different it meant that I’d not have my children or something else I value. Plus, you can’t change it anyway so there’s no point in thinking about it, really.
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This is really good, and a good point! I’m glad you have your babies!
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Me, too!!!
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I wouldnt have taken my advice anyway… that will never change 😉
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I doubt any of us would. We’re all hardheaded and know it all when we’re young.
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So true, TD. Great post/advice!
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Thank you, dear.
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Very well said! We can’t regret what has made us who we are
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I, obviously, agree! Thanks for reading!
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Love the post. I wouldn’t want to change anything except trusting someone who hurt my child. I would at least try to warn me off that one person. My children are grown and were able to learn from some of my mistakes and made better decisions. I am who I am because of all the ups and downs. I wouldn’t want to not make any changes that might have led me to miss out on my three great kids! Thanks for a great post.
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Wouldnt want to *make* any changes, that is.
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Thanks for reading!!
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Might be a good idea to leave a note for your future self though, to remind you of things you might forget.
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Hmmm…..not a bad idea.
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I wouldn’t have listened to myself anyway.
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Me either.
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I probably wouldn’t have listened to myself, either.
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I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t have.
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Yessssss! I was saying this exact thing just the other day, but perhaps not as eloquently. Yes in hindsight my marriage may have been a mistake, but if I hadn’t made that mistake I wouldn’t have my three precious babies. They are everything to me. And I wouldn’t be who I am. I might be better, or worse, who knows? But my kids are my world and all the mist steps in the universe are worth it because they are here.The world is a better place with them in it. I loved this post. Not the bride you were looking for was subtle. But giggle worthy. Kudos on that one.
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Well, she WASN’T the bride I was looking for evidently. Oh, well…
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So very true. Everything we’ve done in our past gives us the perspective we have today. I feel conflicted about wanting to change things that were very painful, but I wouldn’t want to alter anything that leads to where I am now. Well said.
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Luckily, we’ll never have the power to do that or we might find out.
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I have written about this on my blog. I both agree and disagree .. I wouldn’t go back and give too much advice, I’d go back and more or less apologize for some of the shit I put myself through … howev’s … I completely agree with you on NOT being the person we are today, had we diverted from our path.
“Without all of the mistakes made, the hard lessons learned, we would not be who we are. We would not have what we have today.”
Love that wisdom! You are so right!
XO
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Thanks, Jen! How are you?
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(I am loving the new look of your space!! … It looks so great TD!! 🙂
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Thank you again!
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I LOVE this post because I always say that I am ALL the parts that make me whole. I love the new look too or maybe it’s not that new and I’ve just been visiting from my cellphone lately? Either way, it looks great!
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Thanks, Wordy! It really is a combination of all the good AND bad that have made you who you are. Change one little thing and who knows who you might be.
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Yay! Just saw that you were Freshly Pressed! And, for my favorite post too! 🙂 Congratulations my friend!
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Thanks again!!!
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You are very wise. I agree 100%, for every action there is a reaction. If you went back, who knows what would have happened?
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I don’t and that’s why I wouldn’t risk it if by some miracle the opportunity presented itself.
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If I had met my younger self, I would tell me to buy a ton of Apple stock. Other than that, I wouldn’t change a thing.
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Buying that Apple stock would change quite a bit I imagine.
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Not that much – the younger me never had a lot of money saved.
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Yes, but now you’d be rich… That would change quite a bit.
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Where I live, I’d be barely able to buy a house with that. 🙂
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You must live in Los Angeles…
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No, I’m on the other side.
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New York?
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Boston
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Damn. I was close.
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Congrats of FP, by the way – that was long overdue. Hope it wasn’t too painful to have to remove the “not featured on FP” badge.
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Lol. I got a little sentimental about it….
And thank you.
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Every decision had its context and circumstances. You wouldn’t have made those exact decisions if something had been different. If you would be your younger self and read that letter, you probably would still do the smae, no? Because it seemed the best thing to do at that moment? And because you don’t believe someone can send you a letter from the future?
If I would say something, I’d tell myself I don’t have to worry. I’ve been worried over quite some things that ended up well all along, and I would like to say ‘hey, don’t worry, it’ll work out’.
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Would you have listened?
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I guess so, yeah! If someone tells me it’s going to be alright, I’m immediately calmed down a bit. Especially when they know what they’re talking about.
Now excuse me, I’m going to calm my younger self down ;).
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Lol. Have fun with that. My younger self would have had a few sarcastic remarks for my older self…and anyone else who tried to talk to him.
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I second the motion^^
My Da always says that if he could change the past, he’d make all his mistakes sooner. If we’d made our mistakes sooner, would that make us different people than we are today? I can’t decide…
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I think so. As a wise, green muppet once said, “Always in motion is the future.”
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But on the other hand, he also believed in prophecies. How do you deal with that contradiction?
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Shhhh….we’re pretending that doesn’t exist for the sake of this discussion….
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Oh, fine. All hail Yoda then^^
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Woohoo!!! Now you’re talking!
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Do I get a blaster then? Or a lightsaber? I’d settle for a lightsaber^^
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Hmmm…..I can give you a training blaster. You’d need to be certified before I give you a blaster and set you lose on an unsuspecting populace who won’t need to fear ever being hit by any of your off-target shots.
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That isn’t very useful. Does it even shot? I only ever hit who I mean to hit; I’ve had newspaper training.
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If you hit your targets then you are not qualified to be a trooper or wield a blaster. Haven’t you seen Star Wars? Geez….
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I didn’t ask to be a trooper or to be qualified for anything- I just want a blaster!
What about a robot-blaster then? The one with the force field?
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Well, see, here’s the thing. If I give you a blaster then everyone else will want one. And what if you actually hit the things you shoot at? Then you’d make us look bad. I’m sorry. This isn’t happening.
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Boo. Even if I promise not to wear white armor?
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No means no!!!!
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How about a lightsaber then?
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Man, you’re persistent. Do you know what the emperor does to people with lightsabers who aren’t Darth Vader? You don’t wanna know. Trust me.
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Darth Maul had a lightsaber, and he’s not Darth Vader! (fine, so he’s dead. That’s not the point).
How about an x-wing then?
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Argh!!!!!!!
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Imagine how I feel.
Blaster?
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Wait. I think I’ve been here before. Is this…deja vu?
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That strange feeling we sometimes get that we’ve lived through something before, that what is happening now has already happened.
Hover bike?
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Yes, that is the feeling I’m feeling that I’ve felt before. What was the question?
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The answer is “yes, you can have one bard”. The question has to do with flying vehicles.
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Wait. Are we on Jeopardy? Are we doing things backwards now? Was your question in the form of an answer?
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I can’t give you all the answers.
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I thought you were supplying the questions.
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I'll be straightforward then: can I have a hover bike or an x-wing?
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Dill pickles.
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Sure. With an x-wing on the side.
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I was thinking a kite would suffice.
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If it has a blaster mounted on it, then it would.
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It’s a pixie stick.
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Fine, I get it. How about a hamburger then?
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Turkey burger?
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If that’s what you’re offering, yes^^
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Woohoo!! Who’s cooking?
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Um…you. I’ll make the buns and whatever desert you desire
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You’ll MAKE the buns?
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Do you have something against home-made food?
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Just never had homemade buns.
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Oh dear, that’s tragic. You’ve only ever had store-bought ones?
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Sadly, yes.
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Well then, I’ll bring cookies as well to celebrate the occasion^^
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I do like cookies…
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^^
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we are the sum of our mistakes, but they don’t have to define us and that doesn’t mean we’d necessarily be better off without having made them. great ecard!! so wise.
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Thanks!
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Okay, I realize this is taking your interesting, well-thought-out piece and going in a silly, flippant direction, BUT: one of my favorite getting-to-know-you questions is – “If you could make a phone call to 15-year-old you, and you only had 60 seconds to talk (not enough time to prove it’s really you), what would you say?” It takes that reductio ad absurdum of regret and “I just wish I could tell myself” and puts it in a new light. A less grief-stricken, less paralytic light and it becomes, “Cut the crap: what’s the one core thing you want to know, and that you’d listen to?” Because most of the time, people come up with some version of “You’re going to be okay.”
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I’ve never really doubted that I’d be okay. Even in my darkest times I know that the light will return. I wouldn’t need to tell myself that.
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My younger life was a series of what some might call mistakes. But without all the adventures… what the hell would I write about now?
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Write? I mean…Right??
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You are both.
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I love multitasking.
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Once again you show us lesser mortals the way of the future.
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Lesser? You’re opinion of me seems to be flawed.
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Some might think that by you showing your weaknesses and opening up, being vulnerable, being honest, sharing your tribulations, exposing your throat as it were, you are in some way as flawed as the rest of us, but I see it as your greatest strength. It just shows how much more you have evolved.
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I suppose. Thank you for thinking that. I just look at it as a therapeutic release and a way to connect with people. If you look closely enough, we’ve all shared similar experiences probably. And we can connect through those experiences. Find common ground. From there you can form a relationship and understanding to other things.
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I could start a blog where I told the whole story of my life. But once I started down that road, I don’t know where it would end but hell. I think I will continue to dance beside the fire rather than hurl myself in. But I admire you for doing it.
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The support I receive from people such as you validates it.
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Okay, but you can only leave your car in the lot until midnight… then we lock the gates and you can’t get it out until the morning and we charge you for the extra day.
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Good luck collecting…
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sigh
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I think it’s human nature to get somewhat caught up in what we regret and hold on to the fact that maybe if we regret it harder we’ll improve our lives as a result. Makes absolutely no sense. I agree with what you wrote on the post card. When we live in the past we just take steps backwards or to the side, but never forward. If our past is what has made us who we are today and you want to change that, work on the present, the possible, and not the past, the impossible. Great post
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Thank you! I’ve never understood people who dwell so much on the past either. It can’t be changed. Focus on what can be changed: the present and future.
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Its odd that I came across your post after I went and published mine last night. I recounted all these things that happened to me in the past 3 years and came to the same conclusion that you speak of just in a different light.
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So we’re both wise? I like that idea.
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I don’t regret my past, I definitely feel that even the most crappy and painful of experiences have made me the person I am today, and I like that person. But I would probably have an advice for my younger self, and it would come in the form of my favorite saying “A life lived in fear is a life half-lived.” I think fear of the unknown and fear of not living up to various expectations are the two reasons why we don’t reach our true full potential in life.
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That is good advice, but I would still be hesitant about giving advice to my past self. You never know how much one small change could alter your future. Even a small stone ripples the water.
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This is an amazing post, TD, and I completely know the sentiment you describe in it. There have been so many times where I’ve pondered whether I’d go back in time and change things or warn my past self about the hard times that were coming. But each time, I always think to myself that I wouldn’t get to the point where C and B were a part of my life if I avoided those trials and hardships. They are all worth it. Your perspective is crystal clear, my friend. Congratulations on Freshly Pressed; I am so glad I took a vacation from my vacation for long enough to catch it!
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Thanks, Em! Enjoy the rest of your vacation!!
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Me too. If I’d written my younger self, she not only wouldn’t believe it, but probably would run away in fear…
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True. My younger self would look at what I’ve become and ask, “Who’s THIS loser?”
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And there’s nothing to say that your ‘older wiser person choices’ would result in a better path – just a different path. We stumble and fall – and good things come from it. Like three adorable babies.
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Exactly!
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And congrats on being Freshly Pressed!!!
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Thanks, Ladycakes!!
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My uglier self is envious 🙂
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Why? You’ve been pressed before!
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I want 2nd pressings! ONCE IS NEVER ENOUGH!
I thought this was your second?
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Nope. I wish.
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it will come soon, of that I don’t doubt.
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Thank you, Ladycakes. As will yours.
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Ha!
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I have no kids or spouse, so yes, I’d gladly go back four or five years, decide not to enter 4-year college, go to Florida in April, and be debt free today! I might even have a better career if I’d stayed another year in community college and let Wreckford College decay around one less student. Still, I did enjoy my time there, which is more than a lot of people can (honestly) say for their alma mater. I participated in a play and helped and learned from people from all walks of life. It was a good experience, just not worthwhile when compared with the alternatives.
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Perhaps. But you’d have lost all those good memories and you don’t know that things would have turned out any better the other way.
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What a neat blog. Was this hard to write?
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Not really, no. Surprisingly, I wrote this in about 30 minutes, proof read it, left it for an hour or so, then came back and finalized it. It just kinda came to me.
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You are truly a great writer. Thanks for sharing! http://www.segmation.wordpress.com
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I’m decent enough, this one just magically came together for some reason.
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More than decent. Thanks!
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Thank you.
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Hope all is well and have an awesome day! http://www.segmation.wordpress.com
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That’s pretty legit. I completely agree, I know I am who I am today because of what I’ve done and who I’ve been before. I haven’t been perfect, but I’ve been 100% me. I have no regrets for life.
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Great! Having regrets really doesn’t change and thing and keeps you living in the past.
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Brilliance and truth combined!! Congrats on FP…..your mind continues to impress!!
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Thanks, Susan!
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This was exactly what I needed an evening as this. Thanks. 🙂
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You’re quite welcome. Thank you for reading!
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I feel the same, but not sure that I’ve thought the same. I’m glad you put this into words.
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Thank you!
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I would tell my grade school self, “Go ahead and bloody her nose. You won’t get in nearly as much trouble as you think you will and you’ll feel better than you have in your whole battered and bullied life. Then, keep on kicking ass heroically, figuratively, discretely until the day you die.”
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Well, that might not turn out much better. Wouldn’t you be the bully then?
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Nope, I’d be the person who taught her that everyone has a limit…and often it’s the ones who seem harmless that can deliver the hardest blow. They’ve got it saved up. They may just be waiting for perfect moment and the perfect asshat.
Steven Hyde: “Where Zen ends, ass-kicking begins.”
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At the end of your rope? Standing up for yourself is important and it’s something I’m still learning to do.
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I was at the end of my rope in sixth grade. There have been many ropes since then. I think if I had tied a knot in the first one and swung it around until it smacked a few faces, my journey would have been smoother to this point. Hell, this point would have been a better point to be at. Still alive, still time.
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Absolutely. You still have time to change what you want to change.
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TD – happy to see this post FP’d as I love it. It really speaks to me and the journey I have been on. As you may know from my Black Box Warnings post, maybe I should want to change some of the choices I have made in life. But I wouldn’t, becasue they are what makes me uniquely me. Although I don’t have the wonderful kids you do, I can still relate.
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Daile, don’t change a thing. All the things you endured you endured for a reason. Sure, you had some shitty times, but you came out stronger because of them and in your darkest moment your strength triumphed. I’m so glad to know that your story has a happy ending. Keep on going with your head high and good things will eventually come. Now my job is to convince myself of the same thing.
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Thanks TD. I’m pretty glad about the happy ending too 🙂 and I know your story will have one as well.
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I’m working on it. Or at least fumbling my way through it all…
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Thoughts are with you. If you ever need an ear. . .
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Thank you, Daile. Same to you, as well.
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We all make mistakes. Its what we learn from them thats important. Cheers…..
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Indeed it is. Thanks for reading!
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I love this!! I know I definitely had my fair share of screw-up moments when I was younger (Especially 17… that was a rough year to say the least!) But I have always said exactly what you just did, I wouldn’t change a thing b/c as sucky as some of those moments were, I might not be where I am today if I had done things differently! Kudos to you! LOVE! I am newer to blogging, I would love some feedback from someone more established like yourself if you ever have a chance and would like to check out any of my blogs I always appreciate feedback!! 🙂 http://designbyallit.wordpress.com/2013/07/02/the-why-generation/ Thank you!!!
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17 was a pretty rough year for me, too. Thanks for reading!
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Great advice and great philosophy.
I’m rapidly approaching 40 and dealing with a failed engineering career that failed due to two failed marriages to bad choices.
For better or worse, I am who I am today because of accumulation of successes and mistakes over the years.
Keep blogging!
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Except for the failed career it sounds like we’re in similar situations. I’m sorry to hear that.
Hopefully things start looking up for you soon!
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Congrats on the FP! 😀
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Thanks, DJ!!
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Reblogged this on Everyday-What people want! and commented:
This is exactly what people should be thinking… Dont regret the past, as the past is what made you the person you are today… just learn from it.
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Great post. I’ve learned that if you were to change ANYTHING, you’d change EVERYTHING. Plus most things you go thru are more inconvenience than tragic. My son was cut from his HS soccer team. It hurt like hell…for 2 days. Afterwards, I’ve Never seen him work so hard at anything and is looking so forward to trying out again. It’d be criminal to take what he learned about life and himself from him just so he would feel better. Congrats on being FP!
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Thank you! And it sounds like your son learned quite a valuable lesson. That’s great!
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Great post! It’s so true I only have 12 years of experience but I wouldn’t change a thing! You seem to have gone through a lot but have come out in a good place!
Hannah
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I’m not quite in a warm and fuzzy place, but I’m working on it. Thanks for reading!
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Great post. My husband loves that song talking about the same idea ‘ If I Could Write a Letter to Me’ (Brad Paisley). Reminds me of the movie Disney’s The Kid – kinda the same idea. But I love your confidence in who you are and who you have become because of your past. That is a serene and secure place to me. As an indecisive perfectionist, lol, that is a place I’m still on my way, too. But thanks for the much needed encouragement!
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Knowing that had I done one thing differently might mean that I might not have my children makes me confident enough to say that’d I’d suffer through it all again just to ensure I have them.
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They are lucky to have you!
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Thank you for saying so. I feel, though, that I’m lucky to have them.
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Totally agree. Well-written. Everything. Happens. For. A. Reason.
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Indeed it does.
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Congrats on being Freshly Pressed!! I love this post. I’m with you completely on this. Life is but a journey, and if we made different decisions, we might be on an entirely different path and our current life could be something altogether different. I think it takes letting go to accept your life and be thankful for what’s in front of you. So sweet about your kids. They couldn’t be anyone else, right?
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I wouldn’t want them to be anyone else. I love them just as they are and that’s why I’d do it all over again.
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Congrats on being Freshly Pressed! If I had gotten a letter from my future self at 17, I’m pretty sure the only thing I would have thought is “Holy Crap Time Travel!!!”
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Thanks! I would have thought it was a joke or something and tossed it…lol.
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well said – if we changed our past, we will not be who we are today and lose essence of us. all the best to your lovely twins and congratulations on being freshly pressed.
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Thank you!!
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I totally agree with what you’ve said. We all have our shares of mistakes, but we won’t be ourselves without them. Without mistakes, we won’t be learning anything. Sure, life would be a lot easier, but then it won’t be worth living anymore. It’s all part of the process of becoming who we are now. Of course, there are mistakes that when done, we won’t be able to stand up from them. But there are also mistakes that would form a better us in some way. And these, are the mistakes worth making.
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Any mistake you learn from is worth making even though it may not feel like it at the time. Thanks for reading!
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Well said…
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Thank you!
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Well done on being Freshly Pressed – and great timing too. I’m having a real off day today and this blog has helped put things back into perspective for me, so, thank you.
I would like permission to use your ecard, please? It’s extremely fitting to why I’m having an off day.
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Absolutely! Please link back to me if you don’t mind, though.
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But of course 😉
Thanks!!
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No problem!
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I have been contemplating doing a post on what I would say to my younger self, and what I could change if I could, and after reading your post, I’m no longer going to. Without all of the dumbass decisions and choices that I’ve made in my short 27 years, I wouldn’t have my husband, I wouldn’t have my daughter, and I wouldn’t have had all of these amazing life lessons along the way. Yes, life has slapped me around something proper, but I honestly wouldn’t change a single thing.
Thank-you!
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Your welcome! Thanks for reading!
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This is a really beautiful post. You’re right: the experiences we have in life – both good and bad – shape us and make us who we are. Congratulations on being Freshly Pressed.
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Thank you!
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~ What a wonderful and honest post! Even before, I used to think that what has to happen will happen anyway so it is better just to live our lives free and spontaneous without being too safe or without having to worry what would happen to us! So me too, I would not change anything. 🙂 From your post, I can sense that you’ve been through a lot and though there are lots of adversities, you’re still brave to go through life and enjoy your journey. Yours is a nice example of a ‘real’ life — a life that is lived and learned. However, if for example you took that ‘opportunity,’ I bet that the life you have now is the life you would dream of having and not that past life full of safety nets. So stuph, stuph, congrats on being FP and more power! Cheers to you and to your present self! 😉 – Bliss, The Lurker’s List
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I’ve certainly had my share of ups and downs, but I couldn’t imagine it any other way.
Thanks for reading!!
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Neither would I. No place/time for regrets. Lessons learnt, move ahead
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That’s the short of it. Thanks for reading!
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Often I hear people say; IF only I could go back in time. OR If I knew then, what I know NOW(I’ve personally used that line..) When WE say or think those things; we forget that the beautiful things, children!, experiences we’d miss out on..if we could skipped the jacked up events/instances/experiences. Life however , thankfully, isn’t designed that way. And its my belief its designed that way on purpose. Its a Life Journey..A lovely, learning, lesson in which we gain strength by being survivors. Least thats the way I see it. And? I couldn’t agree more with what you’ve said. I love ME also; and waded through quite alot of shiiiite to get to this fabulous point in my life journey. 2 thumbs UP on your write..
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Thank you! And honestly, spending time wishing for the chance to change the past is kind of pointless since, you know, you can’t do it.
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Yep, but so often WE as humans do stuff that makes absolutely NO logical sense..I look back, briefly!, at some of the dumb arse crap I did/said when I was young(er); and I think wtF what I thinking?!?? Funny thing IS, back then, I thought! I had it allll 2gether..Lol, lol!
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Sad, but true. I always think I know what I’m doing until I realize I don’t…but by then it’s too late!!
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I think; that makes us human. Plus, think of how boring & dull things would BE if we had all of the answers/solutions all of the time. Personally? I don’t think I’d have truly learned some of the life lessons; that I have a PHD in now; had I not known pain/struggling..Might be why pain/struggling exist in our lives; or least that’s the way I see it for me..I find a need to “have” to justify the whys we go through the tough things..
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Oh, man. If I tried to find the “why” for everything I’d be a wreck. Well, an even bigger wreck than I already am.
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Virtual Hi 5^
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Haha!
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Great post.
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Thank you!
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Mistakes is always made by humans, so it’s not possible that if we go back in our past then we will not make any mistake.
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That is absolutely true. Thanks for reading!
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Well done on being Freshly Pressed – and great timing too. I’m having a real off day today and this blog has helped put things back into perspective for me, so, thank you.
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Thank you! I’m glad it was able to help you out!
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I do feel that where we have been
And what we have been through
Is what brings is to who we are now
Sometimes you can not throw out the bath water with the baby
And should not try to do so
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Agreed. Thanks for reading!
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Likewise!! If I were to write an e-card it would say “This moment in time is perfect in the overall intention for my life”. Regrets are a waste of energy.
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Indeed they are!
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Right on! Children are worth whatever crap you had to go through just to get them.
Besides, if we had to go through that kind of crap, why should we make it any easier on a version of us from an alternate timeline?
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Lol. That’s certainly one way to look at it.
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Hahahaha. Enjoyed your story and the comments below a lot. 😉
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Thanks for taking the time to read!
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Thanks for the reblog!!
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Children do put everything into perspective. Grandchildren give it more meaning and complete the circle of life.
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I believe you, but hope I don’t know that for certain for a long, long time. 😉
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Believe me it time goes by quickly. One day on the porch of your house you will rock and remember this and reflect. “How did I get to this point” and I looking down or maybe up will respond, “Told you so”
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I already wonder where the time has gone and how my boys have been here for 13 years in what seems like the blink of an eye.
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Love this post! There have been moments when I wished my younger self knew what I know now because she’d do things differently… and a different kind of mess would ensue. So I agree with you. I am also fairly sure my younger self would not listen to a word I said and would do exactly what I did. Thanks for sharing!
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Thanks for reading!!
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Good post. You’re spot on – too many people wish to avoid the difficult aspects of life but it’s those things that can bring about real beauty. It’s a difficult perspective to attain, almost impossible when we’re going through life’s garbage. It’s usually when we’re on the other side looking back that we can say, “You know, I’m really a better person now for having suffered and survived.”
Thx for posting.
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Hindsight is always 20/20. Thanks for reading!
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Very well said. I used to think like that woman too until I realized that maybe all those mistakes were meant to be.
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Thank you. It’s a hard realization to come to sometimes.
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I have often thought about this myself, Im so glad you wrote this. Some things I wish I could change sooooo badly but then, like you said, I may not be the person I am today because of those things. So instead I accept my mistakes because they rounded my edges 🙂 We are better people because of our regrets.
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That is it exactly!
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Our mistakes in life teaches us but we do get our rewards in the form of our children and there is no substitute for that.
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No, there most certainly isn’t.
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Thank you for posting that! It is great idea to think about, that your past mader your present self and if you change your past you would never be the same again.
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Thank YOU for reading!
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It does always come back to my kids for me! Earlier today i was considering writing letters to them and myself to be opened 15 years from now, when I might forget what fabulous ideas I think I have now. 😉
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That might be a neat idea!
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I’ve thought about this a lot myself: if I could go back and do it all again, what decisions would I make differently? I also answer “none”. Although the grass always seems greener, and I might wish I’d studied something else, or not acted so hastily from time to time, I have no idea whether or not I would have come to regret those alternative decisions, either. What I can do, though, is learn from the past and understand why I have some of these regrets.
But there are three subsequent challenges: finding the courage to accept and enjoy where you’ve ended up; finding the courage to risk what you’ve got to find ‘fulfilment’ elsewhere if you can’t accept where you’ve found yourself; and knowing how to pass this on to your children.
I don’t have kids yet, but when I do, there will be this terrible temptation to assume I know what’s best for them, want to instil this knowledge and advice into them, and hope they listen. However, what’s best for me may not be best for them, and I trust I’ll learn that in time, too. Instead, I aim to lead by example, and hope they discover that success and happiness come from finding enjoyment in what you’re doing now, rather than looking at others or back at previous success and failure and making comparisons.
Really nice post!
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“I have no idea whether or not I would have come to regret those alternative decisions, either.”
Precisely. You just never know.
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This is a really good piece of writing. Although I’m quite young, I already feel this is how it should be. I’ve already made mistakes or been through not-so-pretty things, but I wouldn’t change it for the world. We’ve done what we’ve done. We are who we are. The best thing to do is learn from it and grow as a person and appreciate everything we have now as a consequence. Thanks for sharing this blog 🙂
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Exactly! I obviously agree. Thanks for reading!
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This is wonderfully encouraging. Thank you for your perspective on this! 🙂
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Thank YOU for reading!!
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Of course! It was my pleasure! 😛 hehehe
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Yay!
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really great post! and so true. we might want to change things we’ve done i our past because we think they were bad decisions, but as you said they made the person we are today, and we don’t know how our life would be influenced by changing only small things in our past, it’s might not worth the risk! totally agree 🙂
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Thank you! And who’s to say if you had done something different things would have been better?
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exactly 🙂
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interesting facts..
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Loved the simplicity of it.
A confused teenager going back reassured 🙂
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Thank you!
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I wholeheartedly agree!! I have the exact same outlook. A book I read, The Traveler’s Gift by Andy Andrews, helped me with this insight. That no matter how I twist it or turn it, I am who I am today because of decisions I have made in my past (good or bad). I was 17 when I had my first child and had I been “wiser”, I would not have any of my three children either because I would not have gotten involved with their father. We live and we learn. Life is about living through a myriad of experiences and we must experience the “bad stuph” in order to even know (and appreciate) when we’re experiencing something good! Great post!
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Spot on! Thanks for reading!!
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Beautifully written, thanks for sharing! I completely agree with you. There are bad things that happen, and even though they don’t always have a “bright side”, they turn us into the person we are- and we shouldn’t want to risk changing that. It’s funny I’m reading this now, because a similar topic came up in my bible study this morning.
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What was the consensus of your group?
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Basically the same thing you wrote- that there is too much we’d be missing in our lives if we hadn’t lived through suffering and bad decisions- you hit the nail on the head!
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Woohoo! Better then nail head than my thumb!
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The depth of the post lies in the candid confession that the rosiness of the present is not all about the negation of the past as we have not landed here out of the blue. Reading the post makes me feel as if I hear the utterances of a traveller along the corridor of poise. A great post one would not forget easily.
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There is no rosiness right now, unfortunately. I wish there were. Even so, I still would not change a thing.
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Wow this is great!! So true, no regrets ^_^
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Thank you!!
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Better late then never, right?
I completely agree. Without having those mistakes in our past we would probably be unable to help those that may be going through the same situations. Good job.
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Thanks, BroJo!
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Outstanding piece! Well written and on point. Awesome.
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Thank you!
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Reblogged this on atheer0n and commented:
Your words made me think , I think im gonna send an email though future me to tell my older wiser self not to regret any of my actions because those stupid stuff i did and those experiences i had , those are the things that made me the person i am today and im gonna thank myself for understanding
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Thank you for reading and for the reblog!!
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Hi there, to the present you.
I feel that I actually am having conversations with my younger self every time I reread my diaries from way back then to present day. And what I have realized dozens of times while rereading my diaries, is that I shouldn´t underestimate my younger self´s. I am amazed by how clever I actually was when I did make some mistakes/choices that led me to who I am today. When I read all the arguments and pondering´s I did before I made the major choices,I am still suprised over how smart I was during the thinking process but stupid or smart when it came to the actions…. All my choices was more depending on my guts and bravery or pain based emotions rather than how clever I was when I made my choices. And that still counts today: it all still depends on how much I trust my self and how confident I am when I make good choices, not on how smart I am…..
When I reread myself, I feel that I am decreasing in intelligence for everyday that goes, cause I am thinking in habitual ways instead of really being more than ever critical to my own thinking process….back then I was at least doubting my self and that led to great thoughts…meeting my younger self has learned me, the present me, a great more deal than the other way around.
I believe in never underestimating the past of our self´s….cause sometimes you can be stupider now than you once were….or so I have learned.
Have a wonderful present!
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Sometimes I wish I had kept a diary or journal all these years so I could look back sometimes and remember what the hell I was thinking.
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It´s not too late….you still can write all your´e thought´s now to your´e future self! And believe me, the future “you” will forever be grateful for sharing your present thought´s now. 😉
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Well, that’s kind of what I do here.
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It´s not the same imo…I also blog in Norwegian and have readers who are either opponents or agreeing to me…and of course it is cool to have a crowd to please so you self can be pleased by being read/seen for what you have to say to the world. But writing truly to your´e eyes only, is profound. For me, I am more honest and truthful when I write to my self only, cause then I won´t censor anything…it is not for the sake of entertaining anyone nor get anyone´s opinions. It is truly to your future self, no one else. Try it.
Take care of your self and future self´s!
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I have a private blog where I let it all fly, but I don’t censor myself here, either. I’m honest about pretty much everything here. I’m honest about my feelings and my mistakes and my thinking.
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I agree with you. i would give myself no advice. I have learned so much from me past and i would not be the strong person i am now . I have 3 beautiful kids and a new man in my life i would never want to give up. I would suffer every heart ache and pain to just be where i am today ..
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I would gladly do it all again. Well, maybe not gladly, but I would do it all again.
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These are some of the sweetest words I’ve read: “I would gladly make the same mistakes over again just to ensure that I end up with my babies. Such is my love for them.” I feel that way about my kids!
I agree and disagree about warning our younger selves. I would give myself advice about certain things, but not everything for sure. Some events (painful as they were), made me who I am today! Great post!
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Thank you. I chose to give no advice because you never know how much one small piece of advice, if followed, can change.
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Very well said. I know my 17 year-old self would not have really listened to any wisdom I were to impart any way. I do hope and pray that I can help my own children avoid making the same mistakes I made, and make and will make. My mistakes are my own, let them make their own unique mistakes. And if they do make the same mistakes I’ve made I hope I can help them recover from the consequences, or at least be understanding and not judgmental of their stupidity.
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I have those same hopes.
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I think it’s rather interesting that no matter what knocks you down, most people (at least from my perspective) seem to accept who they are. Would you say that giving advice to our younger selves would make us envious? Seeing the “success” we could have had might be too much for our current selves to handle, so we accept who we are? This is going a bit over the top, but I’m just wondering why exactly people, such as myself, wouldn’t want to trade away the past for a different one.
Nonetheless, this is a great post and it really made me feel more accepting with myself as a person. Thanks for sharing!
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I can’t answer for most people, but for me one small change could mean I don’t have the children I know and love. It is for that reason that I wouldn’t even consider changing anything.
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TD,
Very well said my friend; and definitely front page material.
I had my kids and three grandkids over yesterday. The depth of gratitude for learning from, and appreciating my choices increases every time I see them.
Congrats to you on so many levels.
Red
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Thanks, Red. And welcome back. I couldn’t, and don’t want to, imagine a life without my children.
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Beautifully said! As someone who has lived through years of abuse I am learning to be thankful for it. I wouldn’t have my 4 children if I didn’t have that legalistic father and I wouldn’t have the heart for divorced single parents or abused children if I hadn’t endured my past. Most importantly I know that God loves me not just because of what I’ve done right but also because of what I’ve done wrong. He takes my mistakes and uses them against the one who intended to destroy me with my ignorance. Besides it’s not wrong if I didn’t know it was wrong, it was simply a life lesson and I wouldn’t learn if I never swung the bat. I may strike out but the home run I get because I never gave up makes it all worth it.
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Well said. I’m glad you’ve found acceptance in your past.
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love your article.. very true indeed..
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Thank you!
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Somehow, I find you arguments are right but I have one or two things I would like to tell my younger self. I have been wondering when time machine will come to existence.
Your post gives me an inspiration to write the same topic as you did here. I’m going to write about this topic soon. Thanks.
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Thank you.
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I see I’m late to this FP party! Way to write, twindaddy.
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Thanks!
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This is all quite interesting! I’ve often pondered the idea of being able to warn my future self about events to come and such. We actually did an exercise in seventh grade where we wrote a letter to ourselves in the future. Little did we know that our teacher kept that and gave it to us during senior breakfast on graduation week. It was really interesting to see how we had grown, but stayed the same. This is kind of the opposite direction of this post, but kind of the same idea. 🙂
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My high school English teacher had us do the same and she planned to mail them to us all in 10 years, but I moved so many times I’m sure she couldn’t track me down.
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I love how you have a positive outlook on everything in your past. It’s reassuring to know that someone has the same outlook on life. Yes, your decisions may have caused you heartache but the gain from it is worth it. Very well thought out. Kudos.
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Thank you!
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I’m so glad to read about someone else feeling this way! Sure, I’ve made a ton of mistakes in my life but I wouldn’t change them, I wouldn’t take them back. Even now in a difficult place in life, I wouldn’t undo the things that got me here or warn my younger self. If I were to change any of my mistakes everything could change and I still have so much that I wouldn’t want to lose.
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Your post caught my eye as I am too am scolding my younger self lol. The power of hindsight is intense. Your words run true and for all the pain and heartache we human beings put ourselves through we always need to shed positive light and learn from our mistakes. I really enjoyed your post.
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It’s a lesson I’m continually learning.
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Great read. I agree, even with my lotta nuthin.’ I like the person I am, for the most part…
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Thank you!
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🙂 You got it.
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I wouldn’t advise my young self on anything either, the fact is I know I wouldn’t listened to me either. Back then everyone was stupid and crazy and didn’t understand. And I am pretty sure that would include any advice from my older self.
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you hit the point, great thoughts:)
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I agree with you! Mistakes or bad decisions are experiences we should all learn from. They make us who we are. I can recognize a controlling guys from far away…
I learned and didn’t make the same mistake twice. I wouldn’t advice my younger self to do anything differently. I got hurt but it built up who I am!
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Precisely!
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