This past week has been one of the toughest I’ve had in a while. Frankly, I didn’t even plan on doing this post today because it’s too tall a task to look for anything positive right now.
BUT…there is at least one huge thing to be thankful for right now.
For years I’ve wanted to take the twins up to Ann Arbor to see a Michigan football game. Tuesday evening my dad called me. He and my step mom already had tickets to today’s game, but my cousin, who has season tickets, had some extra tickets when those who were supposed to attend canceled at the last second.
Dad called me and asked if I wanted to go. I told him I couldn’t go, but I’d love it if he would take the twins. And he agreed.
Yes!
I’m sitting on the couch watching (while writing this on my tablet) the game with C while the twins are there watching the Wolverines implode. (You’ll be job hunting soon, Hoke.) Even though Michigan is having their asses handed to them, the twins are there taking in the much, much livelier college football experience.
Of course, there are other things I’m thankful for. My friends. My family. The amazing support I’ve received from everybody during these recent trying times. I’m also still thankful for coffeh, and the fact that C finally just went down for a nap. Halle-fucking-lujah.
Even though things have been dark, stray rays of light are sneaking through the obsidian clouds. Lastly, I’m thankful that, even though I’m in a pretty shitty mood right now, I can see those rays of light.
I want to write from my couch…-Sniffs- I need a laptop.
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Mayhaps I can get you one…
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Nah. I asked for a new desktop for Christmas 😀
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Okay…
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Yeah – when I have gone through bouts of depression – I have gotten bored with feeling shitty – and start managing to see that it all ain’t black and white and grey … there are few colors other colors to consider in this “rainbow” (sorry trite, but true) thing called fricking-fracking life.
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Well, seeing that “rainbow” isn’t improving my mood any, but at least I can see it.
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Loveya. And I love that the twins were able to go to see a Wolverine game, even if it results in a loss..
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It was a travesty. It was like watching an execution. They were horrible today. Still, it’s an experience they won’t soon forget.
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I only checked in by phone, but it seemed really f*cking brutal. I’m glad they had fun.
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It was horrible. I’ve never seen them play so badly.
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Yay!!!! Family and friends. That’s really what it’s all about.
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Yes, yes it is.
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I think that’s the best GIF I’ve seen on your blog yet. That made me literally laugh out loud. Okay, maybe snort out loud is a better descriptor.
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I’ve had that one awhile. Just haven’t used it.
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If you can still see the rainbow, then you can get to it eventually,TD. That’s wonderful that the twins got to experience a live game – it is quite an eye opener for a young’un. They’ll have a lifeitme memory of that TD. Keep up the faith,my man, we are rooting for you!
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Thanks, Paul. I have no doubt they had a blast. I can’t wait to hear about it tonight when they get home.
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I am thankful for that phenomenal animation, and this post.
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I do love that GIF.
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Being able to see the breaks in the clouds is a good thing.
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It is.
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yay for those ray you are able to see!!!
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Yay!
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Glad you’ve got yourself a break!! And prayers your way…the TTOT crowd is behind you all the way.
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Thanks, Michelle!
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I’m grateful for your posts. I’m also grateful for potatoes. Potatoes are fucking awesome. If you stare at one for long enough, no matter what’s been getting you down, I guarantee you’ll feel better. Also, huzzah for that magnificent gif.
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Potatoes are the source of chips, so for that they are amazing.
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🙂 one ray of light at a time,….. and i love your dancing trooper… 🙂
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I like it, too.
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Nice the Twins got to go out with Grandpa and your special time with C.
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Yes, it was.
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You’re incredible. Because the hardest time to post TToT is when you’re at your lowest. That’s actually when you’re supposed to do it. I never even try. Well, once I spoke to Beth when things were bad, and she said, “Hell, some days I’m just grateful for coffee.”
I never forgot that. Because I’m always grateful for coffeh. I’m drinking some right now.
Welcome back, friend. And yes – there’s nothing like seeing a football game on a crisp fall day at a big, rah rah school. It’s not even about the game; it’s the whole experience. So glad the boys got to have. that.
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Me, too. I’ve been wanting to get them up there for a long time.
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Bravo go finding something to be thankful for.
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*for*
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Lol, I figured it out.
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I make this low, guttural sound the minute I spot a typo but see it’s still processing my comment, but too late to fix it. Ugh.
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I hate that too. Still haven’t trained myself to read before clicking submit, either. Sigh…
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Rays of light through obsidian clouds? GORGEOUS imagery! Even from the darkside, you manage to wax poetic. I love it 🙂
YAY for the twins’ exciting game, and YAY for Baby C’s nap!
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Yes, that nap was much needed. Of, course, he didn’t wake up until 10, so we were up til 1:30….
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Ah well! These things happen.
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They certainly do.
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Oh, AND…what Samara said.
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One day at a time one ray of sunshine at a time. Even if it is just a shard it still counts. The very fact you can see it is a good sign.
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Thank you.
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love.live.college.football.period!
I’m sure your kiddos had a blast!
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They did!
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Just keep looking for the light, buddy. You’re gonna be okay.
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Thanks, Sandy. I hope its sooner rather than later.
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Brilliant call for your dad. I’m counting on my fingers for you… Dad, Baby A, Baby B, Mom, Baby C, that’s five, coffeh, Baby C sleeping, friends, friends emailing you even when you told them not too, and seeing that there’s some sunshine or at least something shiny the other side of the clouds… Yup, you made it to 10. 😀
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It wasn’t so easy to see that day. I was in a dark, dark place.
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